Sam Tompkins - See Me Lyrics

lyrics:
I’ve never been confident
Never wanted to take my shirt off Infront of girls
And its probably
something that I have learnt
need to come to terms and be honest with
but I’m too scared of what people might say
I’m afraid
of everyone judging me
once they observe what I preserve
and stop loving me
cos that shit hurts
I did it first
And its cutting me
Deeper than a knife ever could
I’m no good

Give me strength I’ve cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private
I’m so scared
I just can’t have you anywhere near me
cos what if you see me the way that I see me

I think I owe an apology
to the kid I was when I was young
Cos, I promised him
that ill figure all this out by the time that he’d gotten here
but that was a lie and I am still ashamed
cos I’m to blame

ooh

the war that I’m fighting
is fought by a person I can’t see
ooh

and I’m lately I’m hiding
all cos of me

Give me strength
I’ve cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private
I’m so scared
I just can’t have you anywhere near me
cos what if you see me the way that I see me

lost my head
I’m not too proud of the way that I’m hiding
eyes are red
been months since I caught myself smiling
I’m so scared
I just can’t have you anywhere near me
cos what if you see me the way that I see me

Give me strength
I’ve cried too many times
Here in the quiet
In my bed
I hate myself but I do it in private
I’m so scared
I just can’t have you anywhere near me
cos what if you see me the way that I see me